Ok.. read ur post juz nw.. wat u mean by alwaes making e first move till nw? Juz coz i had my examz for 1 n a half weeks n didn't mit up my frenz at al.. so afta my examz i mit them n u r nt happi? Oh no.. is i mit them each tym u will b unhappy.. wat's got into u? U wan to mit ur fenz n i did nt ever hestitate to let u mit them.. once i wan to mit my frenz i haf to face wif so mani tingz.. im juz mitting my frenz to catch up wif them.. u wan to knw y i didn't mit u up on Fri? It's coz im alreadi so tired bt i still mak my wae to gt e ice-cream 4 u.. hw mani daez i onli slept for abt 2+ hrs or nt even slp at all? Yah.. u can sae it's coz i las min, i deserve it.. bt afta i gt e ice cream i called u n wat u told mi.. u DUN WAN it already.. nw u knw y i gt so frustrated? Didn't msg u coz im nt in e wrong at all n i dun wan to argue wif u n still nd to hong u.. n u simply juz send a msg n u sae u alwaez mak e first move till nw? If im in e wrong did i nt msg u or cal to hong u? Yah.. u said i was in e wrong.. wat wrong m i in?
Everitym i wan to mit my frenz n i haf to please u so mani tymz to gt to mit them.. n i haf to hear u saying so much.. im nt saying tt u r nagging so much or wat.. bt im juz mitting my frenz.. u wld alwaez tel mi tingz lky y r u treating ur frenz mre important than mi or wat.. did i? I tried making most of my tym for u.. bt i also haf my own frenz.. gt wat i mean?
When u quarelled wif mi u wld go n tok to ur frenz n sae abt everiting.. u c.. u will go to ur frenz when u r down.. coz u feel tt ur frenz r part of ur life n they r ther for u when u nd help.. e same goes to mi.. i feel e same wae.. bt when im down, did i go find my frenz n sae anting? I did nt.. coz i dun wan tingz to gt worse when i tel u i wan to mit my frenz.. if nt im sure e quarrel will gt worse.. juz to let u knw everyone haf their own waez of doin tingz n oso haf their own reasonz for doin smting.. tt's al i wan to sae..